Tuesday, December 26, 2006
its the day after xmas..
happy boxing day.
hais.
you said will sms me..
but you never..
well..
nbm bah..
wait until you get back
or free le then sms me or
talk to me..
really got nothing much to post abt..
its just.. pure boredom..
pure.. loneliness..
hais.
nbm..
just.. come back soon..
i love you<3.
p.s. PLEASE SMS ME ONCE YOU SEE THIS POST,
GOT SOMETHING TO ASK YOU. THANKS.
i love you<3
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 10:20 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
alright..
baby here to post for you..
you went to the states for
holidays eh?
alright..
have fun there.
wear thicker clothings.
its kinda cold there.
take care of yourself alright.
dont make yourself sick.
next time if going holidays.
at least tell me..
alright?
now.. i got to wait till 30th dec le bah.
for you to come back.
if you want..
tell me what flight what time what
terminal.
i come and fetch you back..
okays. i'm going off alrdy..
i love you loads and i mean it<3
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 11:13 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
heya..
baby here to post for you..
hais..
it had been 4 days since we've talked
to each other..
what actually happened.
hais..
i've never felt this weird before.
hais.
its our 3rd month today..
and we cant celebrate it..
hais..
nbm..
theres only one thing
i wanna tell you.
i love you loads. and i mean it.
just come soon bah..
i dont want anything bad to happen.
hais..
i love you loads.
happy 3rd month baby.. <3
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 4:12 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
hmmms, went to Church, Hospital and Mall brought Christmas Presents for my
Hubby, thats why I refuse to tell him i'm going to mall and he seems to be
moody after I come back. Hais, sorry luhs.
Not in the best of moods now. Don't know why lah, Don't bother asking me =(
You're still important as last time it ever Decrease it Increases. Hais. Pls
do believe me atleast once luhs. Real sorry.
Just now, in the Car. Weilang is like everytime look at me and Smell my
Perfume. :l then, the window is open lah. The wind. is like UGHS! lols.
then, my perfume smells. :D
hah, and i'm pissed off luhs. tml going out with my Hubby, Hais, I don't know
if he would asking me to go his School Band's Concert luhs! I wanna give my
Christmas present for him and a Special Letter I made for him. T-T I wish luh!
Wish to meet soon. Cos, I wanna feel his warmth hug and kisses again.
Damn it luhs. Didn't had much fun today, 'cos, I refused to tell him that i'm
going out, I don't want to refuse it, but I wanna surprise him, But now, He
turns moody nevermind well. Hais, =((
Having fever again, damn it luhs. i'm so tire of these stupid sickenly fever.
just want to Hug and Kiss him now. 3 more days till 3rd year. =( om*g luhs.
i don't want to end it. T-T PLEASE! lols.
Hais, neverminds. Byes<3):
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 10:36 PM
hello baby ere to post for you.
well.. where did you go.. didnt
even tell me.. ><
hais.
nvm.
come back soon okays.
missing you loads.
sms me when you're back alright?
i love you loads. and it had
never changed. it will never change i promise.
p.s 3 days more to our 3rd month. we'll go on forever.
i love you loads.
please please please sms me after you reach home
alright? i love you loads.
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 5:20 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
hmmms, went out with family and went to Hospital to takecare of auntie.
she's always sick and i'm tired of it luhs. Hais, not in the Best of
Mood right now.. Had a little tiff with him just now, and I freaking..
Hate it luhs. fck it.
went to plaza singapura and town. bought some stuffs for christmas.
18th is uber soon, Cheewei's School Band Concert. lols, roars! ==''
and I don't know yet if I can come luhs.
saw jingwen & her boyfriend today, at Plaza singpura. and they're so
fking sweet luhs. Just now, Pricilla against Me. lols, she's so dumb
anyhow come find me, and find trouble luhs.
whats with her luhs, anyways, played one song in Audition. x) ahas!
and it's so fking fun lah, now then I realise. Hahaha! i'm Mad.
I miss my Little Precious. Anyways, tml Waiyee is coming back from
her camp luhs, thats a Good New for me and you.
I missed her so much laa! Hais, now.. I don't feel like talking to
anyone. I don't know why though, but, it's ok la. Had fun. ^^
Played loads of things with my cousins & bought loads of things luhs.
ate plenty of Food too! lols.
Weiling say want couple meal with me. -.- lols, and i was like lmao.
then I say, ok la couple meal jiu couple. then I suddenly feel like
ordering again, so I wend to call the waiter and order again.
lols, stupid luhs. waste time so much just for that stupid couple meal.
korkor brought me new crumpler bag. roars! thanks thanks so much.
since u want me to thank you. =='' waste my breathe la! I also never
ask you to buy for me. LOL.
I also did order salad and Mum went to order Pasta. lols! I'm uber jealous
as it was one of my favourite food or receipe and what so ever isit called.
so much thing happened today, I don't need to say everything. don't be a
Busy Body too! lols. i'll update tml alrights. :l uber tired le.
want go play audi tell me. ._. lols. dear, play with me! I love playing it.
it's so fun, :l Just now played couple dance. With korkor. Hhaha!
I team with Kor, Weilang and Dom. LOL! so fun lah and mum keeps laughing.
I don't know why she must laugh too. nothing funny also. ._.
level 14 le! so pathetic luhs. still noob, got the long something then,
I was like jialat le. Don't know how to, really blur. LOL. Hahahahas!
After the song got 6 Hearts between korkor and I le! Hhaha.
So, after finishing the song, We Hugged, aw and it's so fking sweet.
Hugged & kissed. LOL. =x Oops, baby, don't jealous horhs! only kor de.
Not others. I know u're craving for my kisses too. lols.
Doreen beloved went to Thailand for her Holiday till Wednesday. Hais!
i'm gonna miss her so much luhs. Gonna miss her News about Joanne. LOL!
and the things that made me laugh 'cos of her, Miss those times already
when she makes me laugh and cheer up.
but, it's okay la. Not very long le, nothing will be gone too! LOL.
hahas, i love doreeen so muchmuch! i'm gonna miss you.
takecare always. lols.
damn it. okays, nevermind wells. i'll stop here. tired luhs. want go rest le.
tatas! <3
Anyways, Christmas is getting Near luh, I wonder what to buy for Cheewei and ETC.
:l lols, sure will pok luhs. neverminds! MYBIRTHDAYISCOMINGSOON!xD
remeber my birthday presents okay? Hhahaha, someone owe me big stuff toy. :l
Mickey le Ohs! Shhh, Waiyee and Whit do knows. Muahahha! lols.
4 more days till 3rd "YEAR" :]
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 11:04 PM
heya.
baby here to post for you ;D
went out to the hospital today arh?
visit your auntie or something?
hahas. no worries. i will be waiting
for you to come back.
and better come back early! =x
wah.. ytd 3am + still online?
tell me going to sleep le..
;l
nbm.
next time if you're
not sleeping early or something.
or just wanna go offline. just tell
me luhs kaes.
nothing much to post also.
just very bored.
alright.
come back soon kaes.
i love you.
p.s. 4 days to our 3rd month :)
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 1:58 PM
Omg lohs, look at the time. Hahaha, Hope that he wouldn't scold me or anything.
Saw my Eldest Senior Photos, from friendster. and I saw her new Photos.
It was like so, wahliew lohs. The flower flower one. it's like so fking nice!
and, I was like, asking to send me those stumps or what so ever issi luhs.
but she say, she anyhow make luhs, and, crop it until so nice. damn laa.
anyways, Look at the time. x(( it's already 3:49 AM, roars! sleepy luhs.
gonne surrender to my Bed arround 5 plus and pig luhs, see what time I will
wake up lohs. if i pig too much, don't scold me! xl
I begged my Senior to teach me with those thingy lah, the photos and ETC..
but she don't want to, I know it's very hard lah, just teach please. om*gs!
and it's like, i'm so begging and pweaashie for it!! ((:
Pretty please la, ohmalord. zxzxzxzxzx, i'm bored. come on. someone lahs!
teach me those fking cute thingy as she don't want to teach and send me those
stuffs too luhs! ughs, fck lah! ._.
____
Alrights, gonna surrender to my bed soon.
i'm going off! Tatas~ xD
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 3:56 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
Hais, I don't know luhs. zz, Had lil tiff again,
as I was going to my aunties house. but, i haven't
then went to sms luhs. and it's like, he's moody.
don't know lahs, feel so weak luhs. ughs.
whatthefuck i am feeling right now! UGHS! x((
please luh, don't hurt me so much, don't know what
to say. Hais, so sorry luhs. don't angry. roars.
thens, i just realise that i'm so fking rude la.
:l ughs, whats with me. GRRRS! x(( feel so du lan
le ohs! Hais.
I haven't went off to go Hospital luhs. as I was,
getting myself ready luhs. :l I haven't off the comp.
'cos, they're in rush luhs. so, set off and,
brush my teeth likdat and ofcourse luhs, prepare
myself.
I don't want to go luhs! Baby, sosososo sorry! T-T
don't bully luhs, iloveyou [: Hmmms, feel so bored.
anyways, got my new stuff toys from auntie. :D
my dad brought me apple pie! aiyoos, don't envy. x)
i do love eating apple pies! :D
lols, Hahaha.
i'm fine with him already liao. YAYness please.
didn't really talk that much today, but it's
alright luhs. :D feel much more better! oh yaynes!
i want to change my blogskin to my previous skin :(
( goong ) ughs, but that skin was fking messed lahs!
and i'm so angry. lols. hais!
IDONTKNOWWHATTODO!<`3):
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 9:26 PM
Hmmms, i'm fine with my Mummy already, and, I do love Her Loads.
went out with her. and, My Family. Had a Nice shopping. x)
we've talk alot of things that will let us feel better and let
our mine rest atleast for a while luhs.
My mum brought me, Lacost Shirt and She told me on my birthday
that, she's gonna buy me Lacost Set and a New Dog for me. Yays!
and when the time I heard it, I was like :l Lols, then after
that reaction She say, Oh and I forgot your New Hp! :]
WHEEEEEES! <3
gonna have my new Hp soon, roars! Hahah! Uber Happy luhs.
Hahs, Ate at sakaesushi for Lunch. and, it was like so fking
Late luhs. Haha, Yays. and I feel so great la, when I heard
The "New Hp" lols. I told my mum, New Hp is already
enough for me luhs! But she say, No. ._. lols, Waste Money.
But, nevermind luhs. Not my money also. haha, :D ROARS!
i'm fking happy luhs, don't know what to say. weird la.
ilovemum!<3; My mum is cooking my favourite Food and,
Recipe. :D and, it's called, Paste. lols. White sauce
lai le. Yeheys!
I feel so sorry for my, Mum. for, Disobeying and being
so fking rude luhs. T-T Sorry mum! ILOVEYOOS!<3(:
Hope that, we'll get closer and closer luhs. and ofcos,
I thank God so much, for helping me resolve my problems.
Without God, I can't resovle these problem luhs! Hahas.
Thats why, I thank Him so much. :D Yeheys! ThankGOD! x((
I'm so meanie luhs, I scolded my meimei just now. LOL.
'cos, She messed up my room. sua lohs
FEEL SO DU LAN LE OHS!(:
_____
Just wanna let you know, i do cherish 'nd treasure you.
You're my everything!
There's seriously nothing else that can replace you.
All the things that i gave you is just bits 'nd pieces of my little love.
There's something bigger i would want you to have.
That is my heart.
You'll always be my baby, Cheewei
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 6:57 PM
hmmms, back to post again.
thanks, Hubby. becos, you changed for me so much.
thanks, for Cherishing me like I've wanted too. x)
you mean so much to me.
thanks to those people who cheered me up.
yesterday, went off and talk with my mum.
and everything is alright, even though I disobeyed her, and I know it's wrong.
i've made lots of things that i know is very hard to forgive.
but, i know she can forgive me though. [:
my mum really do mean to me so much.
but sometimes, i hate it when she comes my room about midnight,
& check me up without fail.
i just realised that, your family wouln't betray u.
your parents, well maybe i just midunderstood.
Hais, sorry mum. x((
your own parents, can't just dump you like that.
who's gonna be likdat, no one. maybe only dumb would do that.
how'ld I know. i felt so fking sorry & messed up. Hais, sorry! lols.
yesterday, after talking with my mum i went out with kor,
went to 7/11 eat something yummy! & he cheered me up so much. [:
ilovemybigdumbokor!<3
lols, don't scold me for calling you bigdumbo, you're just so cute lah.
& i can't take it, can't stop pinching your cheeks. x)
'cos, it's so fking cute & adorable.
hmmms, didn't talk lot with him today as i was freak & tired luhs.
messed up & i don't know what to do already, but it's ok lohs. ==''
really bored though.
ytd cried while talking with my mum, talk to him until tears roll down
on my cheeks. keep on crying. Hais, pekchek. i wish i dont know anything.
don't wanna know anything. just wanna be blind and deaf with all those
stuffs luhs. Don't know why it affects me so much also.
I don't know what must I do, & what wrong I did so much that mum so fking
angry with me. how come others got so nice parents, when they doesn't
even love their parents as much as i do. Hais, feel so weak luhs.
I very bu gan shin to be replaced likdat. will she be happier?
Hais, I SERIOUSLY BU GAN XIN LAH. ==''
xim tia!
don't know lah, like whatthefuckhell i'm doing right here now? zz, ==''
was watching powerpuffgirls just like an mins likdat. ilovejojo!<3
mojojojo, & he's so fking cute likdat luhs. wheees, erxin laa.
nothing much to say already, uber tired le, want go sleep already. x((
i'msostupid, lols! Hais, how I wish i'm still a child? Having sweet
& percious memories. remembering those cuddle up & everything luhs. Hais.
IDON'TKNOW! don't care, don't bother or what so ever lah. Hais.
why must I be so fking miserable lah, stupid. maybe if i'm gone
they'll be fking happy luhs. Yes, and they will. stupidityme.
i've been hunting for hugs, kisses & my parents care for me.
and i'm so fking craving for it luhs. Hais!
howiwishicanvanish
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 2:03 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
back to post again alright. x)
went to chrizzeh blog, then saw her quiz. :l & the last part was,
i saw i'm one of the people she wanted to do the quiz thingy. lols.
& it so fking long. so maybe i'll do it tmr yeah?
haven't it, got scold again & i do freaking hate it luhs.
doreen told me that, joanne nids someone to sponsor her hc.
& i was like, kns. ._.
my hubby laughed until don't know what to do.
can't breathe. lols! just now, was hunting for foods alrights.
had 1 hour rest again. x) haha!
atleast he let me rest, yays! he do understand me. :]
played sims, kors psp. ahs! i was like paiseh. ==''
zz, the graphics are so fking nice & what so ever lah.
wheee. ilovematthewkor!<3 lols!
haven't eat my supper, haven't eat lunch & breakfast.
as i was not in mood too. so DU LAN lahs. zz. stupid.
ughs, disgusting freaking me. lols. whatthefuck lah.
gonna do some quiz. x) cos, i've got nothing much to share.
not in the best of mood too. Hubby & I had a lil tiff today.
just lil, & nothing really happened luhs.
zz, still feel so sad & depressed. i don't know why must they keep & hide it from me.
nothing will be gone, maybe i'll just feel abit dissapointed.
but u all choosed hiding it from me. & i don't like it.
Q: NAME A FREND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH A ''S''
A: Sherry.
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS?
A: My Hubby :]
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: I Love you <3 - Hubby x)
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: Duh, what you thin then. ._.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: No la, duhs. stupid.
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: Nothing? :l lols.
Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: God :]
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?
A: Fuck you? ._.
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: Hmmms, LAYS.
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: Give me a bigbig hugs :] - Cousins & kor.
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: lols, everyone does. ._.
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: YESYES! :]
Q: IS MARRIAGE YOUR FUTURE?
A: Depends? lols, I don't know. ._.
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: Sleeping, HAHAHA! x)
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: en, enen, winnie, pig, baby, sweetie, ._. loads la, stupid!
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: Depends.
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: Sherry lohs. - mei
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: -NIL-
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: Lols, why must u ask that stupid fking question. ._. can't u see my profile?
uber lazy boom. duhs.
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: I think, Erhh, the time I went aussie. x)
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: Auntie's House.
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: Yups.
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: STEP UP!(:
Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: How'ld I know.
last;
1) person you saw: Cousins & Kor & Hubby. :]
2) talked to on the phone: Hubby!
3) hugged: Cousins, kor, & Hubby!
4) person you texted: Hubby lohs.
today;
1) date: 14th of December, 06
2) got any plans: Planning for these 18th. x)
3) dislikes about tomorrow: Depend lah.
currently;
1) missing someone: Yes, Hubby, Granpa & Grandma.
2) mood: Sleepy. ._.
true or false
i am a morning person: Im a Midnigh person.
i am a perfectionist: Nothing is perfect, Except God.
i am an only child: How I wish.
i am currently in my pajamas: Oh yes, & I haven't sleep. ._.
i am online 24/7: Yes I can, only if there's a Phone provided. :]
i am very shy around the oppsite gender: Depends la.
i can be paranoid: Yes, the day I tooked 10 panadols.
i currently regret something that i have done: Nothing. ._.
i enjoy talking on the phone: Yes, & everytime, lols.
i have a lot to learn: Loads. ._.
i have a secret: LOADS LAHS! :]
Another quiz I saw from friendster.
01. Eyeliner or mascara?- Mascara.
02. Disney films or scary films?- I prefer scary films, so I can Hug my hubby & others. x) ( Only those peoples I know lah. )
03. Skirts or jeans?- Both. ._.
04. Socks or leggings?- Duh, Socks la.
05. Hoodies or jackets?- hoodies.
06. Heels or sneakers?- sneakers.
07. Straight or curly hair?- Straight.
08. Hoop or dangling earrings?- Both.
09. Side bangs or one lengthed?- Side bangs. x)
10. Your favorite color- black, pink, white. :]
11. Victoria's Secret or Bath and Body - Victoria's Secret.
12. Smoothies or lattes?- Lattes.
13. Diet or regular sodas?- Regular.
14. Water or daquiris?- Water.
15. Diamonds or pearls?- Blingblings.
16. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?- None! :l
17. This or That?- This&That.
18. iPod or cell phone?- Both. ._.
19. Friends or family?- Erh, Both.
20. Manicure or pedicure?- Pedicure.
21. Nehs Or Nis?- BOTH :D
22. Love or peace?- both.
23. Sunglasses or purses?- Both. :l
What you have?
[ ] coach purse
[ ] dooney & bourke purse.
[x] a computer.
[x] a cd player.
[ ] a stereo.
[ ] a spice girl cd.
[ ] cosmo magazine
[x] a teddy bear.
[ ] build a bear.
[ ] an Aeropostale skirt.
[x] an Abercrombie skirt.
[x] a hot top shirt/skirt
[ ] aeropostale shirt/pants.
[ ] the mean girls dvd
[x] a TV in my room.
[x] diamond earrings.
[x] pearl necklace.
[x] homecoming/prom dress.
[x] a book.
[ ] a myspace account.
[x] perfume or spray.
[x] a black shirt.
[x] an abercrombie or hollister shirt.
[X] pink nail polish.
Girl Knowledge:
Do you know exactly where the blush goes?- Baboon's ass.
Do you wash your face at least once aday?- Duh, Ofcourse la, What's the use of water then, I'm not a Cat for your Info. :]
Do you use an eyelash curler?- No ._.
Do you use waterproof mascara?- NOPE.
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name - Chen EnNing
Birth date - 06 January, 1990
Current status - Married. x)
Eye colour - Black(:
Hair colour - Pure black.
Righty or Lefty - Right lohs.
Zodiac Sign - Capricorn.
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage - Simi lanjoot?
Your fears - I'm not fear of dying & I'am not scared of anything, I've got my God & I do fear GOD so much. x)
Your weaknesses - Im very sensitive :l
Your perfect pizza - Don't know, as long as theres cheese anything would be fine lohs.
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up - I didn't even slp.
Your most missed memory - Don't know. ._.
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke - Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King - Mushroom Swiss Double, BAGUS!
Single or group dates - Depends.
Adidas or Nike - Adidas.
Lipton tea or Nestea - Anything lah.
Chocolate or vanilla - Both. ._.
Cappuccino or coffee - MOCHA. :l
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke - Yea. ( Oops )
Curse - Yep.
Take a shower - Duh, what u think then? Dumboo!
Have a crush - Nope.
Like(d) school - Still can lah.
Want to get married - Depends. ._.
Believe in yourself - Don't know lah.
Think you're a health-freak - Nah, I took down 10 Panadols these Last week only. x)
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol - Yup, vodka+ribena.
Gone to the mall - Yes ._.
Been on stage - Yes.
Eaten sushi - Duh, Yes lah.
Dyed your hair - Never. ._. 'cos, It's fking pure.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game - Waddahells luhs.
Changed who you were to fit in - Nope.
LAYER EIGHT:
Age you're hoping to be married - 24&abv ._.
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour - Blue or dark brown.
Best hair colour - Depends on my looks. x)
Short or long hair - Normal. :D
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago - Playing with cousins, kor & Answering these stupid Quiz.
1 hour ago - Playing with cousins, Jamming with them & kor.
45 hours ago - Erh, Playing & Jamming with cousins & kor lah. ._.
1 month ago - Going out.
1 year ago - Having my hols.
LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love - MyHubby, God, Chrizzeh, Waiyee, Whitney, Debbie, Doreen, Rupert, Mei, Kor, MyCousins, Mum&Dad, Myself :l, Everyone! x)
I feel - Sleepy. :l
I hate - I don't wanna Hate anyone from now on.
I hide - in my ass lah.
I miss - Him. :l
I need - Panadols, New hp, Everyone lah. ._. bodoh.
What is your name?
* Enen? :l
Do you go to church?
* YES duh, Actually every sunday. ._.
Burger King or Wendy's?
* bk
Piano or bass?
* bass
cooking or cleaning?
* cleaning
Do you believe in God?
* yes
When is your birthday?
* 6th December, 1990
Pepsi or Coke?
* got difference?
Nike or Reebok?
* adidas?
Steelers or Lakers?
* Lakers. x)
Yankees or Boston Red Sox?
* BDS
Basketball or baseball?
* basketball
Do you like school?
* so-so
Do you like singing?
* no. ._.
Do you play an instrument?
* YESYES!! :D
Prince of Bel-Air or Friends?
* friends
Gospel or Rock?
* both? :D
Who is your favorite band?
* rock bands like blink182?
Do you play a sport?
* Yes, captain ball, :D No. 1, x)
Are you smart?
* YEAH!! LOL
What is your nationality?
* singaporean
What is your favorite color?
* Black, White & Pink.
What is your favorite holiday?
* christmas!:D
Would you rather have a sister or a
brother?
* both
Are you done?
* No, ._.
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?
Yes, duh. ._.
2. are you happy?
Don't know, lols.
3. are you talking to anyone right now?
KOr & Cousins.
4. are you bored?
Don't know lah, bodoh.
5. are you german?
._.
6. are you irish?
._.
7. are you chinese?
I'm a human lah.
8. are you asian?
Human, Child of God. x)
9. are your parents still married?
Yes, ._.
10. do you like someone right now?
ILove & I marry him. x)
TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show:
Nothing lah, ._.
2. flower:
TWOLEAPS! x)
3. color:
Black, White, & Pink.
4. sport:
Badminton, Volleyball.
5. mall:
Anywhere, Heaven lah.
6. music:
TECHNOS & ENGLISH SONGS. x)
7. food:
FRIES. :l
8. season:
WINTER x)
9. animal:
*****
10. subject :
Algebra x)
TEN FACTS.
1. hometown:
New York, Phil, Aussie, Singapore lah. ._. bodoh.
2. hair color:
Pure black lols.
3.perfume:
Got loads, Want come my house let you see x)
4. hair style:
Straight.
5. eye color:
BLACK. :l
6. shoe size:
Erh, 7 n half? lols. Depends lah.
7. mood:
Sleepy. x)
8. skin color:
Erh, haohao.
9. available?:
No.
10. lefty/rightey:
RIGHTEY(:
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?
Duh, ._.
2. do you believe in love?
Don't know lohs, None knows. HAHAHA!
3. why did your last relationship fail?
Don't know? :l
4. have you ever been heartbroken?
Yes. ._.
5. have you ever broken someone's
About 6 boys. LOL, :l Rejected. ~.~ sua lohs.
6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
Don't know. :l
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Erhhh.
8. are you afraid of commitment?
No. ._.
9. has someone ever kissed your hand?
Yaps xD
10. have you ever had a secret admirer?
._.
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust:
Love.
2. hard liquor or beer:
liquor
3. night or day:
night
4. one night stands or relationships:
both. ._.
5. television or internet:
IE! x)
6. pepsi or coke:
coke
7. wild night out or romantic night in:
BOTH. x)
8. colored pictures or black and white pictures:
black&white, I live in a black&white world. x)
9. phone or in person:
Person. :l
10. friendster or myspace:
friendster
TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?
Yes, ._.
2. have you ever kissed someone you dont love?
Don't know. ._.
3. have you ever done something you regret?
LOADS! x)
4. have you ever bungee jumped?
YEES!
5. have you ever been on a house boat?
Om*g, oh yes luhs!
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?
Nopes.
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurts?
._.
9. have you ever danced in the rain?
Yeahs.
10. have you ever had a hang over?
Yes. :l bodoh.
[x] Held hands
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important
[x] Cried my eyes out
[x] Danced
[x] Rejected someone
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[x] Got called a slu*t/wh*ore
[x] Heard a rumour about yourself
[x] Hurt someone
[x] Got involved in sports
[x] Got called a dork
[x] Fell out of love
[x] Went to a funeral
[x] Know someone who has commited suicide
[x] Wrote a love song/poem
[ ] Went through a phase
[ ] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or
annoying
[x] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[ ] found drugs somewhere
[x] Thought you found the one
[ ] Cheated on your bf/gf
[x] Found out your bf/gf cheated you
[x] Felt like the happiest person in
the world
[x] Felt like dying
[x] Prayed
[x] Have/had a crush
[x] Disliked someone
[x] been somewhere you werent supposed
to be
[x] Spread a rumor
[x] Smoked a cigarette
[x] Done something illegal
[x] Vandalized
People don't see what is under my skin
They just see the outside, not whats within
They don't seem to see the constant pain im in
In the battle of emotions, depression will always win
This time though the depression is too strong
It has to be sudden, it can't take too long
I look at my life and where it went wrong
However hard i tried i could never belong
Did they ever even see me?
Notice i wasn't happy?
Did they ever try to help me?
It all is over, the battle has been won
All these years of torment ended by a blade.
Lying alone and silent, forgetting those torturous years
I know all the crying is over as i lay peacefully in my crimson tears.
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 9:06 PM
Only had 1 hour sleep today. :l Uber tired, Woke up about 11 plus & fell aslept about 9.30 plus.
Really uber tired le, feel so fking depressed already. =( hais.
i don't know luhs, today about 3am plus talk loads of things with my cousins & kor.
thanks, for cheering me up guys!
they're always there when i need them when i feel so sad, depressed and everything.
anyways, kor is already hacking her account. :l
i told kor don't, but he was so fking angry of those two bitches what they did to me.
& i say, aiyoos, heck lohs. lols. :l but he never did listen.
life df le. lols!
didn't ate lunch & breakfast 'cos i was so full. :l roars!
full with the junkfoods inside my stomach, haha! thanks kor. i love u so. x)
you're always there when i need u. :]
so after i woke up, i went to watch tv luhs. went online then sms my hubby. x)
roars, i love kor<3 :] mwahs!<3 loadsloads. yeheyys!
so, i sms him then didn't talk lots of things. Hais.
he already arrive home le, then haohao le. lols.
________
I've been feeling moody lately. I was talking to my Cousin just mins ago about my birthday whether to open chalet. We somehow got carried away 'nd started talking bout our love life. I kinda breakdown a little while telling her how much i actually envy people. Even though most of the times couples tend to quarrel but that's what make the relationships stronger after telling each other what they dislike in them 'nd of cos to change for each other.
She was telling me her problems in her relationships but somehow i envy her. In my point of view, she's better off than me. For examples, when she needs someone there, the first person that comes to her mind is her family of cos.
Cause she knows no matter what happens, her family we'll always be there for her.
Or maybe, when she's bored 'nd she just wanted to craps on house. usually friends towards friends they have mostly nothing to talk about.
But towards Gf 'nd Bf, they talk bout everything under the sun. She can call him up. Or how about, when she wants to go out,
Bf's would always be the first they'll call. Friends would always have their own other appointment 'nd some would also be with their Bf's.
But to her point of view, she thinks having Bf's sometimes
hurt cos they quarrel & argue. And she thinks there's no freedom in meeting others. But from my point of view, it's because they care. They just wanna make sure you're fine. Even though if you quarrel bout meet him/her,
i'm sure becos he's jealous 'nd this shows he loves you.
I don't understand why people don't cherish their relationships, take them for granted. When relationships tend to get worst, quarrels turns to fights, breakups.
Than you'll always learn to regret. ._.
Star :: remember whatever happens, i'm always here. right beside you. standing right beside you following you through your darkness moments. walking together towards the light. i know sometimes we argue, we quarrel. we have hatreds in ourselves. we don't tell it to each other. we sometimes even ignore each other. but you do know that no matter what. we get back together quicky. still joke with each other . not ending our friendship . your little paper heart that you drew for me, it's still in my wallet. it reminds me of you . our precious friendship. the little promise we made, not to end our friendship. so whatever you're going through. you can always look for me. like how you always do. talk to me in msn, asking me for advice. what to do. even when you're down. i can promise to be there for you. although i'm not good in words. i don't really know how to cheer someone up. but i can stay right beside you. i'll be your listening ears. i'll lend you my shoulders to cry on. 'nd when you're happy. i'll be there to share your joys (:
Waiyee :: hey girl, you're in camp now. i hope you're doing fine. i'm glad to see you leading life happily agains. not like before. i'm glad you found someone you can smile with everyday. you're happy with life now, no more complains in you blog. although you 'nd shamus quarrel once in awhile. but i'm sure he don't hurt you like how melvin does. seeing you happy. no more throwing tamtrums or crying over stupid fools kinda make me happy too. well girl, i still miss the days when we're at IMH, or when you're at my house. doing nonsense rubbish stuffs. we share our happy moments 'nd sadness together. always telling each other our problems before bed. 'nd i remember you would always put me to sleep during the night. 'nd i always will have to drag you out of bed in the morning for accompanying me to bathe. lols. anyways, i still hope for that trip to NewZealand soon. i'm looking forward to it. i really hope we'll make it there. (:
ahaha, my cousin told me this when i was bathing. when i read it. i was stunt for a while. i catch no balls. i was thinking, what has the bear got to do with the old man. 'nd than i think hard. lols. 'nd i laugh like shit. he ment, someone mus have made his bride pregnant. cos it's impossible for him. ahahas ! =x
An 80year old man us having his annual checkup. the doctor asks him how's he feeling. "i've never been better!" he replies "i've got an 18 yr old bride who's pregnant and carrying my child!" the doctor considers this for a moment then said, "well... let me tell u abt a story. i know this guy who's an avid hunter. he never misses a season. but one day, he's in a bit of a hurry. he accidentally grabbed his umbrella instead of his gun. so he's in the woods and suddenly, a big bear appeared... the hunter points his umbrella at the bear and squeezes the handle. the bear dropped dead in front of him, suffering from a bullet wound in its chest."
"that's impossible!" said the old man. "somebody else must have shot the bear!"
"Exactly!" the doctor replied...
lols, & i know it was fking lame luhs. ._.
______
sometimes when you think all hope is gone. you know that your family is something you can count on when you badly need advice or help from them. but no, all are rubbish. i just relise that even your own family can backstab you.
freakingshits. mum told me to help her transfer her song in her handfone to the computer, as she doesn't knows how.
i was bored, i know this is wrong. but i went to read her sms. i was bored luhs. 'nd she sent loads of freaking smses to my dad. saying she's tired of me. 'nd she said, even weilis(myeldestcousin) is also fedup 'nd tired of her. great, i jus know that two family memebers hates me. nevermind, than i read another sms saying, lynn(2ndoftheeldestinthegirlscousins) knows about my suituation in school cos she knows my classmate(leon). than my mum said, don't tell whitney as she doesn't knows that lynn knows her classmate. whatthefuck. i'm like their daughter, so what if their
doing all this for my good. they really hurt me like crazy.
i thought they would be the people whom i can always count on. i use to belive that children can never share their secrets or personal problems to their parents or their sisters/brothers. but my dad prove me wrong. he said something like, you know we always wanted to sit down 'nd talk to you. talk about your feelings, any problems you can always find us or talk to your sisters. we won't scold you but we'll give you advice. he told me all this when i commited suicide. i thought from that moment, any problems i could always look for them. especially my kor, mei & cousins that i'm very close to. we always talk together, laugh together, shop together, craps 'nd sometimes share our deepest sorrows inside us together.
but now it seems that even my second sister is sick of me. even my youngest sister, can keep so much stuffs from me. from that moment i saw that sms. i thought to myself, am i still part of the family. should i jus packed up. leave them, so they could live happily without my nonsense. but i just couldn't do it. i know they would look for me. 'nd because of my mum sending all such of smses to my dad, i guess he's also slowly trying to get rid or me. he use to call me everyday after school, ask how am i coping. eat already not, how's school today 'nd all.
but it seems like he forggoten me. or did her jus wanna forget me. i so wanted to blame my mum for all this that's happening, but i know its not totally her fault. somehow i think i did something bad, 'nd they all jus got tired of my nonsense. but what did i do? i did nothing. all i could remember is i'm always at home. locked alone in my room. never disturbing them. 'nd i hope they don't disturb me too cos i jus wanna be alone. that's all i ever do everyday. 'nd even if i did something wrong. how bad can it be till their all giving up on me.
i thought the strongest relationship is family bonding? so who am i suppose to count on now when i know some friends can't be trusted, some friends you can't count on. left with your family, but now their all trying their best to keep everything from you. not talking to me, seldom even share bout our problems anymore. forget it, i guess. they never treated me as a family member. i'm always treated like a white cloth. a transparent one.
but why do they still bother to pretend 'nd act infront of me. i'm their daughter. i am.
but why....
i feel lost, devestated, isolated. i feel that i'v suddenly lost something so precious that money can't buy. something so important you can't live without it. AFamily. it means so much to me. i cried so badly when i was typing everything ontop, does this means i still love them dearly? so whats, do they even love me..
i asked many people, what would you do if you were to find out all this. their replys, if my family did this to me, i would rather die. others said, my family will never do this to me, if they will. i rather die better. so what am i to do now since i've ended up an unloved child. die? would it really solved all problems? even if i die, i just wanna see them cry for me, for that.
i know they still love me. or are they just worried to spend much money on my furneral? my mind is in a whirl, i'm confused. troubled 'nd sad. i really don't know what's happening to my life. few months back when i commited suicide, i thought i lost everything. so i wanted to end my life . than i relise the only people that still continue lifes with me. staying right by me is my family. but now i know they ain't loving me anymore. so what am i to do? can someone please tell me what to do? i'm all lost now, i feel like i'm a newbie borned into a new world. without friends, family. without anyone to help me through.
i need some shoulders to cry on.. i don't know whats happening i feel so fking depressed already.. hais.. if i'm gone maybe u all would be freaking satisfied of it.. =( only dad & God, my hubby cousins mei and kor can understand my feelings..=(
I feel like a weakling. getting sick everyday without fail. i suspect i'm dying soon. either i'm up with some cancer shyts or i'm dying of all illness. hmms, my hair seems to drop. not like usual last time. they drop every now and then. i can build like a hair-castle with all the hairs. it's really so much luhs. when i bathe 'nd look at all my hairs dropping. omg, i really suspect i've got some cancer thingy. nevermind bout that, 'nd than i seems to get bad headaches every now 'nd then. always giddy 'nd out of a sudden my vision jus go blur.
kinda shock me, cos it feels like you're gonna faint any moment. 'nd i shiver for no reason. and then out of a sudden, i sweat. cold sweats. something is totally not right. of cos ! this tummy ache that hurts like shyts. i can hardly even walk straight. i gotta walk with my hands pressing against my tummy 'nd bending while walking. super painful. my neck, it's reacting agains. so painful. T.T so achey kind of feeling. so 'SUAN' all this sickness doesn't happen like so often usually. some only happen like once in awhile. 'nd now it happens everyday.
'nd all at a time. i can't barely take it. even if fall asleep as early as 8.oopm and wake up at 3.oopm feeling still very sleepy 'nd go back to sleep for another one whole day. this is so bad. i never slept for so long 'nd still wake up feeling tired. i can still go back to sleep agains after waking up. i just spent my everydays sleeping. yet i still feel very very tired. very weak. i'm not feeling too good this few days. almost everyday i got tummy aches, headaches. almost everything is reacting on me luhs. i guess i'm on the edge to my coffin.
):
can someone comfirm to me that i'm dying soon? i don't know what's happening to me. i don't wanna die yet. i just wanna watch the erh something forgot le LIVE at the stadium. 'nd after that, for all i care. just let me die. i'm gonna DIE too. so it doesn't really matters to anyone. i guess one one would even bother bout my absence (:
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 3:46 PM
morning, lols. stupid luhs. zz, i'm so fking tired luhs. :l
haven't even sleep, look at the time. :l i haven't have my rest & what so ever.
& i am so fking tired lohs.
played loads of games with my cousins & kor.
i almost sleep le, but my cousin putted ear phones & play uber noisy
song. -.- & i go scold le. LOL.
gonna sleep already alrights. :] i'm uber fking tired.
tatas~
gonna surrender to my bed. <3
it's so fking early. i haven' sleep. LOL. =((
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 9:37 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hmmms, nothing much happened today. didn't ate my supper
i just finish reformatting again, and i was like so fking stupid for it.
didn't play anything with my hubby today also.
i putted some, hostscripts & ip laggers, ETC.
ohs, and i got ip banner also. :]
& so, he was wondering why my ip is likdat. lols.
so, i told him everything luhs. my router had been reseted le.
wasted lots of times reformatting le. =((
i banned their ip lohs, so that they can't disturb me anymore.
really fking tired le.
my mum brought me new pillows, shirts & etc.
maybe these sunday gonna buy gifts le.
but me, i wont luhs. :]
gonna buy stuffs with my hubby & presents luhs. promised already.
oh wells, i know i must not tell him what i am gonna give him.
roars, see luhs. maybe don't know.
haha! rewatching rosy life, i'm bored luhs.
the other parts i don't want i fast forward luhs, then won't waste time.
played scissors, paper & etc with my cousins & blabla today.
my hand. :l red luhs! ughs, disgusting.
my korkor got plan for the two bitches.
gonna have some sweet revenge, lets see who's gonna take the majority.
i know i will, i've got my God leh ohs. :]
i've thought about lishan & waiyee today.
don't know why, grrs. :l lols. i just love them plentyplenty!<3
roars, i'm uber hungry.
om*g, today is one of the important day for me lahs!
KANG'S BIRTHDAY!
ahs, happy 18th birthday kor. :]
i'll send to u some nice presents if i can go out luh.
kang kor rocks. :D YAAAAYS! <3
KANGS ENGLISH Version oF GuanhuishuiQue
Bell has been rung for-Go-Home
signal the melodies he might Lane
seems to a bit heartrending to of
laments and sighs
the melodies black the touch of skin
against skin give him the significance
of the melodies is lifetime
dedication color struggle themelodies
the melodies years and months are to
make possession of turned into lost
the melodies fatigue resulting
from binocular with anticipation and
the melodies * Today, only the result
will be the same in the end the
melodies greet the golden age of of
heavy rains and storms will naturally
cling to the Liberal the melodies
lifetime read the desperate about their struggling the melodies self-confidence may change the future to
ask who but also achieve the melodies the melodies inform knows no color
boundaries of the melodies It is
hoped that this land Lane you and me
high or low the melodies colors have
been wrapped shining in the beautful.
for you horhs, love ya kor! :]
sorry, got no presents for you. =(
let's go out soon alrights!
& again,
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you,
Happy burfday, Happy burfday.
Happy bithday to you. :D
ILOVEKANGKOR![:<3
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 10:40 PM
Hmmms, back to post luhs. :] nothing much happened today.
just finish Refomatting my Laptop. & it gave me loads of problems. ==''
it also made me have headache luhs! becos of my stupid router. lols.
& it was like, waiyee is asking why is there no connection. lols.
ofcourse la, i reformatted le ohs.
She asked me faster luhs. Don't provoke me luh. lols. & she keep laughing. ==''
'cos of my bed, lols. piggy luh! bigbig. lol, my blanket got pigpig. so big luhs.
& she kept laughing for nothing la, nothing laugh also. stupid.
played truth or dare with my cousins while i'm finish my reformat.
so, only me is like who's choosing dare lohs. lame. =='' sians,
I don't know if I still can manage to post up the pictures from conference.
& thats sad for chrizzeh, though there's no faces. haha!
only got those oh etc luhs. my dad brought swensens giant earthquake luhs. :]
& it's so Fucking delicious luhs. I do love it plenty!
I do love eating Swensens food luhs, it's making me feel so Yum oh yum! * lols.
I feel like vomiting le. sua lohs.. my Laptop sot luhs! I go in my blog got adv. ==''
it's okay then. haha, but later it's gonna be ok liaos, so nothing much to worry. :]
Didn't play anything with my hubby today thats sad. ROARS.
& anyways, I don't wanna go USA le. although, my passport is ready lahs.
:l I want to ask hubby if he can go, So if he can i'll treat him luh.
i'll ask my dad. & it's 1oo% can le ohs! Hais.
just abit Shy. LOL! om*g, i don't know why still must I be shy lah. ==''
lame lohs, don't u dare provoke me, 'cos i'm already being provoked. LOL! xD
I wanna play RAN le, & omgosh. korkor ( amppy ) he's ran Account! 100 plus le.
so uber fking addicted with it lohs. ==''
I'm bored ok? and I do know i'm lame. lols. :l AIYOOS.
scanning something. =='' ROARS! i feel so weird le. i'm not adorable anymore.
watching WWE. LOL. i don't know whats with my mind & i watched it.
i feel so stupid lohs. LOL.
I woke up about 10 plus today alrights, it's already uber fking early for me luhs.
had omellete for my breakfast today & didn't ate lunch today.
as i was reformatting my Laptop. ughs, i'm so fking hungry la. lucky still left
giant earthquake le ohs! <3
& Dear, Hypocrites
Please, Don't spam my tagboard if it isn't Important luhs.
'cos, Spamming rumours & what so ever is only for CHILDISHPEOPLES! :]
Don't you agree? Haha, everyone would agree lohs. 'cos there's such no person
wouldn't agree. :] Only for the BITCHES Like you.
Don't make a foolish of yourself & Don't make yourself like a Clown.
'cos, I hate clones. Have you seen my profile? >> Haha, I hate CLOWNS!
Do you understand? If not means you don't know how to speak, understand & you're
hmms, nvm.
Be yourself la, i'm just staying happy now. 'cos, i'm not jealous.
only you who's jealous of me. Please, Stop making a foolish of yourself
if you don't want peoples to laugh at you. & roll like a fking pig. :l
No offence lohs, just saying the truth & all.
i am not afraid of anything that will happen to me. :]
'cos, I've got my own "GOD" Not like you huh??
you're listening what she's saying & everthing you're like a dumb
listening. like a DOG! :]
As if i'll be like you luhs. I'm not dumb for your info.
i'm just being myself unlike... Hmmms, Nvm i don't want to offen her. :]
Haha, Parental Guidance la. Those who don't understand just kindly FUCK OFF.
lols, 'cos even english she don't even know how to understand luhs.
Well, maybe your Mother & Father had died?
'cos, you don't even have the Good & right attitude like..
Not having manners to the one who's Older than you? :l Om*g. if your
Father & Mother had died, owhs! Sad for you.. 'cos, i can stand without my
family & have Good manners & right attitude.. 'cos i know, God will be there
to Guide my thru whenever i'm doing wrong things & i have nothing to be scared of!
i've got my friends who's gonna catch me up when i'm falling apart.
Not like you.. You don't even how your own friend 'cos, you keep betraying them
like what you did to me. Hais. it hurts me alot after being friend with you.
& catch the two of you when each other of you falls apart. Hais.
anyways, there's nothing to be sad for me luhs! i'm a HAPPY GIRL!
as i say, God is there to make me Happy, Comfortable & everything good.
I thank him for not letting me fall apart unlike the two of you. :]
So, fuck it off lah!
Love,
Enen
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 4:01 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
:( I want christmas and birthday presents! Sigh. Those who want to send me, get my address from me? [: Aiya, just asking for the sake of asking. I know nobody will want to send. Every year also so few presents. Damn sad.
Probably everyone even forgotten the fact that I even existed. Not much people remembers my birthday. T.T
I want presents laaaa. SIGH.
So many things undone. School textbooks not bought yet. Holiday assignments not done. Not yet packed for USA. Didn't go for my genting trip. ROAAAR.
I'm bored, I think I'm going to post some pictures up from conference. No faces though. [:
`&♥onelastdance[:<3 11:15 PM
heees. :] new skin for me.
anyways, bitch, u stop coming my blog luhs.
u go spam i also don't care.
u go hack la, u'll regret it. :]
1 day u'll see you're computer have been detected by a uber virus. LOL!
& i will laugh so much, until i have no more to breathe. ==''
oh, & someone told me ( my precious ) aws, ****** is finding a eunuch?
let's say boyfriend, aww papa! let's see who's the one is flirting
while my didi is having his vacation or what so ever la.
aw? :] & i mean it la, i don't need to put password,
'cos i'am not scared luhs! come la go hunt me childish peoples. :]
& iPWN lols, no offene.
anyways, she's so fking fast go & find habbo boyfriend.
advadvadv! LOL. xD
_____
went to hospital today, my auntie got baby. :l pregnant. lols.
& everyone is like saying boyboyboy! girlgirlgirl! LOL.
oh & i just, shut my mouth. =='' i don't want to kpo luhs.
WHEEE! <3
met my baby today. :] go hug & hug. lol.
ROARS! & he's so fking cute lor. haha! zz, ==''
& he's forcing me now to put his name. LOL. ( blog )
blaa, i lazy la. nvm, lols.
common, anti-en :] lol! & i wanna laugh like a talksheeet.
aw, :l spreading romours = is only for CHILDISHPEOPLES[:
yays, & it's all true. go ask people la. =='' they'll agree. lols.
:l i'm boredboredbored & i wanna go sleep, shalalalala. lol. :l
didn't ate my supper lunch & breakfast today.
don't say i'm starving myself luhs! :] cos, i woke up 3 plus today.
lols, don't scoldiee! i'm not a pig. ==''
& i'm also not hungry. roars! didn't play anything with him today. zz, bored.
sunday maybe going to church & somewhere le. :] don't no where lols.
boreedoom. haha! lol.
tatas! [:
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