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Thursday, December 14, 2006

back to post again alright. x)
went to chrizzeh blog, then saw her quiz. :l & the last part was,
i saw i'm one of the people she wanted to do the quiz thingy. lols.
& it so fking long. so maybe i'll do it tmr yeah?

haven't it, got scold again & i do freaking hate it luhs.
doreen told me that, joanne nids someone to sponsor her hc.
& i was like, kns. ._.

my hubby laughed until don't know what to do.
can't breathe. lols! just now, was hunting for foods alrights.
had 1 hour rest again. x) haha!

atleast he let me rest, yays! he do understand me. :]
played sims, kors psp. ahs! i was like paiseh. ==''
zz, the graphics are so fking nice & what so ever lah.
wheee. ilovematthewkor!<3 lols!

haven't eat my supper, haven't eat lunch & breakfast.
as i was not in mood too. so DU LAN lahs. zz. stupid.
ughs, disgusting freaking me. lols. whatthefuck lah.

gonna do some quiz. x) cos, i've got nothing much to share.
not in the best of mood too. Hubby & I had a lil tiff today.
just lil, & nothing really happened luhs.

zz, still feel so sad & depressed. i don't know why must they keep & hide it from me.
nothing will be gone, maybe i'll just feel abit dissapointed.
but u all choosed hiding it from me. & i don't like it.

Q: NAME A FREND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH A ''S''
A: Sherry.

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS?
A: My Hubby :]

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: I Love you <3 - Hubby x)

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: Duh, what you thin then. ._.

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: No la, duhs. stupid.

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: Nothing? :l lols.

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: God :]

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?
A: Fuck you? ._.

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: Hmmms, LAYS.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: Give me a bigbig hugs :] - Cousins & kor.

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: lols, everyone does. ._.

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: YESYES! :]

Q: IS MARRIAGE YOUR FUTURE?
A: Depends? lols, I don't know. ._.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: Sleeping, HAHAHA! x)

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: en, enen, winnie, pig, baby, sweetie, ._. loads la, stupid!

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: Depends.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: Sherry lohs. - mei

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: -NIL-

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: Lols, why must u ask that stupid fking question. ._. can't u see my profile?
uber lazy boom. duhs.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: I think, Erhh, the time I went aussie. x)

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: Auntie's House.

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: Yups.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: STEP UP!(:

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: How'ld I know.

last;
1) person you saw: Cousins & Kor & Hubby. :]
2) talked to on the phone: Hubby!
3) hugged: Cousins, kor, & Hubby!
4) person you texted: Hubby lohs.

today;
1) date: 14th of December, 06
2) got any plans: Planning for these 18th. x)
3) dislikes about tomorrow: Depend lah.

currently;
1) missing someone: Yes, Hubby, Granpa & Grandma.
2) mood: Sleepy. ._.

true or false

i am a morning person: Im a Midnigh person.
i am a perfectionist: Nothing is perfect, Except God.
i am an only child: How I wish.
i am currently in my pajamas: Oh yes, & I haven't sleep. ._.
i am online 24/7: Yes I can, only if there's a Phone provided. :]
i am very shy around the oppsite gender: Depends la.
i can be paranoid: Yes, the day I tooked 10 panadols.
i currently regret something that i have done: Nothing. ._.
i enjoy talking on the phone: Yes, & everytime, lols.
i have a lot to learn: Loads. ._.
i have a secret: LOADS LAHS! :]

Another quiz I saw from friendster.

01. Eyeliner or mascara?- Mascara.
02. Disney films or scary films?- I prefer scary films, so I can Hug my hubby & others. x) ( Only those peoples I know lah. )
03. Skirts or jeans?- Both. ._.
04. Socks or leggings?- Duh, Socks la.
05. Hoodies or jackets?- hoodies.
06. Heels or sneakers?- sneakers.
07. Straight or curly hair?- Straight.
08. Hoop or dangling earrings?- Both.
09. Side bangs or one lengthed?- Side bangs. x)
10. Your favorite color- black, pink, white. :]
11. Victoria's Secret or Bath and Body - Victoria's Secret.
12. Smoothies or lattes?- Lattes.
13. Diet or regular sodas?- Regular.
14. Water or daquiris?- Water.
15. Diamonds or pearls?- Blingblings.
16. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?- None! :l
17. This or That?- This&That.
18. iPod or cell phone?- Both. ._.
19. Friends or family?- Erh, Both.
20. Manicure or pedicure?- Pedicure.
21. Nehs Or Nis?- BOTH :D
22. Love or peace?- both.
23. Sunglasses or purses?- Both. :l

What you have?
[ ] coach purse
[ ] dooney & bourke purse.
[x] a computer.
[x] a cd player.
[ ] a stereo.
[ ] a spice girl cd.
[ ] cosmo magazine
[x] a teddy bear.
[ ] build a bear.
[ ] an Aeropostale skirt.
[x] an Abercrombie skirt.
[x] a hot top shirt/skirt
[ ] aeropostale shirt/pants.
[ ] the mean girls dvd
[x] a TV in my room.
[x] diamond earrings.
[x] pearl necklace.
[x] homecoming/prom dress.
[x] a book.
[ ] a myspace account.
[x] perfume or spray.
[x] a black shirt.
[x] an abercrombie or hollister shirt.
[X] pink nail polish.
Girl Knowledge:
Do you know exactly where the blush goes?- Baboon's ass.
Do you wash your face at least once aday?- Duh, Ofcourse la, What's the use of water then, I'm not a Cat for your Info. :]
Do you use an eyelash curler?- No ._.
Do you use waterproof mascara?- NOPE.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name - Chen EnNing
Birth date - 06 January, 1990
Current status - Married. x)
Eye colour - Black(:
Hair colour - Pure black.
Righty or Lefty - Right lohs.
Zodiac Sign - Capricorn.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage - Simi lanjoot?
Your fears - I'm not fear of dying & I'am not scared of anything, I've got my God & I do fear GOD so much. x)
Your weaknesses - Im very sensitive :l
Your perfect pizza - Don't know, as long as theres cheese anything would be fine lohs.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up - I didn't even slp.
Your most missed memory - Don't know. ._.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke - Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King - Mushroom Swiss Double, BAGUS!
Single or group dates - Depends.
Adidas or Nike - Adidas.
Lipton tea or Nestea - Anything lah.
Chocolate or vanilla - Both. ._.
Cappuccino or coffee - MOCHA. :l

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke - Yea. ( Oops )
Curse - Yep.
Take a shower - Duh, what u think then? Dumboo!
Have a crush - Nope.
Like(d) school - Still can lah.
Want to get married - Depends. ._.
Believe in yourself - Don't know lah.
Think you're a health-freak - Nah, I took down 10 Panadols these Last week only. x)

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol - Yup, vodka+ribena.
Gone to the mall - Yes ._.
Been on stage - Yes.
Eaten sushi - Duh, Yes lah.
Dyed your hair - Never. ._. 'cos, It's fking pure.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game - Waddahells luhs.
Changed who you were to fit in - Nope.

LAYER EIGHT:
Age you're hoping to be married - 24&abv ._.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour - Blue or dark brown.
Best hair colour - Depends on my looks. x)
Short or long hair - Normal. :D

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago - Playing with cousins, kor & Answering these stupid Quiz.
1 hour ago - Playing with cousins, Jamming with them & kor.
45 hours ago - Erh, Playing & Jamming with cousins & kor lah. ._.
1 month ago - Going out.
1 year ago - Having my hols.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love - MyHubby, God, Chrizzeh, Waiyee, Whitney, Debbie, Doreen, Rupert, Mei, Kor, MyCousins, Mum&Dad, Myself :l, Everyone! x)
I feel - Sleepy. :l
I hate - I don't wanna Hate anyone from now on.
I hide - in my ass lah.
I miss - Him. :l
I need - Panadols, New hp, Everyone lah. ._. bodoh.

What is your name?
* Enen? :l

Do you go to church?
* YES duh, Actually every sunday. ._.

Burger King or Wendy's?
* bk

Piano or bass?
* bass

cooking or cleaning?
* cleaning

Do you believe in God?
* yes

When is your birthday?
* 6th December, 1990

Pepsi or Coke?
* got difference?

Nike or Reebok?
* adidas?

Steelers or Lakers?
* Lakers. x)

Yankees or Boston Red Sox?
* BDS

Basketball or baseball?
* basketball

Do you like school?
* so-so

Do you like singing?
* no. ._.

Do you play an instrument?
* YESYES!! :D

Prince of Bel-Air or Friends?
* friends

Gospel or Rock?
* both? :D

Who is your favorite band?
* rock bands like blink182?

Do you play a sport?
* Yes, captain ball, :D No. 1, x)

Are you smart?
* YEAH!! LOL

What is your nationality?
* singaporean

What is your favorite color?
* Black, White & Pink.

What is your favorite holiday?
* christmas!:D

Would you rather have a sister or a
brother?
* both

Are you done?
* No, ._.

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?
Yes, duh. ._.

2. are you happy?
Don't know, lols.

3. are you talking to anyone right now?
KOr & Cousins.

4. are you bored?
Don't know lah, bodoh.

5. are you german?
._.

6. are you irish?
._.

7. are you chinese?
I'm a human lah.

8. are you asian?
Human, Child of God. x)

9. are your parents still married?
Yes, ._.

10. do you like someone right now?
ILove & I marry him. x)

TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show:
Nothing lah, ._.

2. flower:
TWOLEAPS! x)

3. color:
Black, White, & Pink.

4. sport:
Badminton, Volleyball.

5. mall:
Anywhere, Heaven lah.

6. music:
TECHNOS & ENGLISH SONGS. x)

7. food:
FRIES. :l

8. season:
WINTER x)

9. animal:
*****

10. subject :
Algebra x)

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown:
New York, Phil, Aussie, Singapore lah. ._. bodoh.

2. hair color:
Pure black lols.

3.perfume:
Got loads, Want come my house let you see x)

4. hair style:
Straight.

5. eye color:
BLACK. :l

6. shoe size:
Erh, 7 n half? lols. Depends lah.

7. mood:
Sleepy. x)

8. skin color:
Erh, haohao.

9. available?:
No.

10. lefty/rightey:
RIGHTEY(:

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?
Duh, ._.

2. do you believe in love?
Don't know lohs, None knows. HAHAHA!

3. why did your last relationship fail?
Don't know? :l

4. have you ever been heartbroken?
Yes. ._.

5. have you ever broken someone's
About 6 boys. LOL, :l Rejected. ~.~ sua lohs.

6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
Don't know. :l

7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Erhhh.

8. are you afraid of commitment?
No. ._.

9. has someone ever kissed your hand?
Yaps xD

10. have you ever had a secret admirer?
._.

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust:
Love.

2. hard liquor or beer:
liquor

3. night or day:
night

4. one night stands or relationships:
both. ._.

5. television or internet:
IE! x)

6. pepsi or coke:
coke

7. wild night out or romantic night in:
BOTH. x)

8. colored pictures or black and white pictures:
black&white, I live in a black&white world. x)

9. phone or in person:
Person. :l

10. friendster or myspace:
friendster

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?
Yes, ._.

2. have you ever kissed someone you dont love?
Don't know. ._.

3. have you ever done something you regret?
LOADS! x)

4. have you ever bungee jumped?
YEES!

5. have you ever been on a house boat?
Om*g, oh yes luhs!

6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?
Nopes.

7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurts?
._.

9. have you ever danced in the rain?
Yeahs.

10. have you ever had a hang over?
Yes. :l bodoh.

[x] Held hands
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important
[x] Cried my eyes out
[x] Danced

[x] Rejected someone
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[x] Got called a slu*t/wh*ore
[x] Heard a rumour about yourself
[x] Hurt someone

[x] Got involved in sports
[x] Got called a dork
[x] Fell out of love
[x] Went to a funeral
[x] Know someone who has commited suicide

[x] Wrote a love song/poem
[ ] Went through a phase
[ ] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or
annoying

[x] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[ ] found drugs somewhere
[x] Thought you found the one
[ ] Cheated on your bf/gf

[x] Found out your bf/gf cheated you
[x] Felt like the happiest person in
the world
[x] Felt like dying

[x] Prayed
[x] Have/had a crush
[x] Disliked someone
[x] been somewhere you werent supposed
to be

[x] Spread a rumor
[x] Smoked a cigarette
[x] Done something illegal
[x] Vandalized

People don't see what is under my skin
They just see the outside, not whats within
They don't seem to see the constant pain im in
In the battle of emotions, depression will always win
This time though the depression is too strong
It has to be sudden, it can't take too long
I look at my life and where it went wrong
However hard i tried i could never belong
Did they ever even see me?
Notice i wasn't happy?
Did they ever try to help me?
It all is over, the battle has been won
All these years of torment ended by a blade.
Lying alone and silent, forgetting those torturous years
I know all the crying is over as i lay peacefully in my crimson tears.

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